Badnaam Othaharu - Suraj Kumar Thapa

बदनाम ओठहरूबाट सपनाहरूमा
हरेक साँझ गीत रुन्छन्

केही पिउँछु रुन मन पर्छ
उठी कोही बेला हाँस्न मन पर्छ
संसारका शान्तिसित 
अब मलाई वास्ता छैन

शून्यताहरूमा हराउँदै जाँदै छु
बितेका कथासित डराउँदै जाँदै छु
पाइला पाइलामा आजकल आफैं
जल्दै जल्दै गइरहेछु

Badanam othaharubata sapanaharuma
Harek sanjha geet runchhan

Kehi piunchhu runa mana parchha
Uthi kohi bela hansna mana parchha
Sansarka shantisit 
Aba malai wasta chhaina

Shunyataharuma haraundai jandai chhu
Biteka kathasit daraundai jandai chhu
Paila pailama aajakal aaphai
Jaldai jaldai gairahechhu

In the dreams every night
Songs weep from tarnished lips

I drink a little and I like to cry
At times I get up and like to smile
Now I do not bother myself
With the peace that of the world

I am losing myself in silence
I fear the stories that slipped by
In every steps these days
I am burning up in flames